Better Days

Today has been a good day. I know its no indication that all the days to come will be good, better or even the same but I do seem to be at the top of the hill today as opposed to the bottom. Maybe the most recent horrifying news from afar was actually a blessing in disguise. Doesn't really matter if it is/was true or not. As the truth unwinds itself, in more and more shocking and disgusting detail, it allows gratitude to overshadow betrayal. I find myself saying "Thank God" more and more often. For a while I had begun to think my Celtic knot totems were misplaced, that knots could NOT be endless and were indeed breakable. Now however, I am finding comfort in the endlessness of the truth when it finally comes to light and how it can be cruel and harsh but in the end is STILL more comforting than falsehood, and perhaps is its own continuous/endless trail. Further, maybe its truth and trust which must be endless to allow passion and love to be knotted into the mix, and not the other way around?

Work has been an endless knot this week and I look forward, for the first time in a while, to getting into the forest on the bike and checking out of responsibility for a while. I'll run in the morning, attend to what is absolutely necessary and head to the woods! As my physical realm grows stronger, so does my emotional.