Running, Training, Emotional Restoration and Random Rants!
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." George Eliot









Friday, August 7, 2009

Better Week instead of Weak!

Its been a hellish week as far as cross training is concerned. I am loving the new Garmin and the options it offers for intensifying training. Even with the daily rain I have managed to get all my runs fairly neatly organized and have logged a lot of miles on the bike.

Its been a strong week for me. I re-connected with an old friend who I thought was lost to me in all the drama. It was a happy tearful moment to find that we had both been missing one another and equally afraid to make the first move. More news leaks through from day to day and though I have that momentary "knock" in the heart when I hear it, it doesn't seem to floor me like it used to. I'm kind of finding things funny. Not so much funny, haha, but funny/ironic to the point of utter stupidity.

How could I have ever loved anyone so shallow and empty? I so deeply pity the new paper cut out woman whose life he is in the process of trashing. The pattern is the same. Sick and sad! THANK GOD its not me anymore!! Woooooooooooooooooooooooo Hooooooooooooooooooo!

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